Mothers Day

Sunday 14th May - Mothers Day!!!!!!
Today is my 3rd mothers day, we had a quiet day i didnt do anything my husband did the house work. Which was good and Jaden gave me heaps of cuddles, even when i asked for one, he turned to me and hugged me, i was sooooo proud of him. My pressies!- Jayden gave me a set of kitchen scales(he stood on my old pair) and some makeup, Ben knows i never buy myself anything so he got me something i would never take the time to buy. So i am very happy with what i got. For me i wouldnt care if i didnt get any gifts id be happy just to hear JadyMac talk to me or just call me MUM. Mothers day is hard for me i feel like im missing out on something because im not having the same experience as other mothers, is that selfish of me????
My own Mother tried to ruin my day, i havent seen my mum for 10 years and she SMS'd me thismorning. I was so not happy about that, i dont want her back in my life she walked out on us when i was 15 and she never looked back. People say forgive her but i cant, she destroyed my family and i hate her for that. Mothers day gives me conflicting emotions some great some not so great. Any way its not important whats important is that Jayden iss in his Bed tonight, success!!!!! he falls asleep on the floor first and then we can put him in his bed. So good news.
Thats all from me to all the mothers who may read my site HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!