Spring Time

September the month of hayfever, bees, flies and mozzies.
Sounds exciting doesnt it? Not really, i do like spring however i dont like what it brings.
Any way change of subject, Jayden has started eating yogurt, by himself with a spoon. We are sooo very proud of him, he started doing it all by himself without any help from us.
To some people it may seem like a minor accomplishment but to us it is huge! Hopefully this will lead to other things.
Lets see what else has been happening? Not much,Ben and i havent had much time to ourselves lately and its taking its toll, we qualify for respite care but i can never get a hold of them when i need them.We want to go see a performance by the Shoalin Monks next week but if we cant get a sitter then we wont be going.
I get so stressed sometimes that all i want to do is go to the pub and just drink, unwind, relax and have a good time and not be a mother for a while. Man how good that would be.
God knows i need a break, from everything. I dont know who i am anymore, Jaydens mother and Bens wife but when am i Tina ???
Sounds selfish doesnt it? Well its not! I am sooo tired Ben and Jayden are always sick so i am always caring for them and now spring is here it starts again, with allergies. Fun Fun Fun!!!!
I am definatly not in the best state of mind at the moment,Dah!
So i will leave it at that and i will come back i am destressed.
Bye all Tina